Crushed Letter

The wind was silent yet the gushes were strong
they dried away my tears which had been streaming for long
The sun was slowly climbing up, I turned to look in awe
My eyes contracted instigated, though the sunshine was still raw

The night was gone, the silence was dead
i could hear birds chirping from their nest
With your letter crushed in my hand,
I got to my feet.

I spread my arms wide apart, as the gushes greeted
The tears were lost, lips forming a smile
The bruises were healing after quite a while
The pain n hurt were falling away with the night
the love was gone with the appearance of light

The sky was clear, the ocean was blue
I felt amazin even without you
Crushing the letter even more
I threw it to the ocean's core

Ripples disturbed the stable water,
drowning away the crushed letter

With the drowning letter my heart skipped a beat
Dragged me in the past, of which i was freed

The clouds of pain surroundedd me again
as the weather changed pouring heavy rain
Dripping n drenched in water, I began to shiver n cry
I wanted your arms around me, I jsut craved to die
The thunder and lightning were lound n noisy
I shut my eyes tightly, I missed you being beside me

Shattered again, I knelt down n cried,
The pain in my heart was worse than last night,
My face resting in my hand, I howled out loud
But there was no one to hear my shout

The ocean grew restless,
the wind seemingly growled
The icy breeze groaned against me as I howled
I felt a scorpion bite me leg
The sun had gone in neverland
I felt my losing consciousness collapsing in the gravel sand